Look who's back

Let's get all the embarrassing old shit outta way, shall we?

Like we all know, Tumblr is the best blog site ever existed hence the reason why I've neglected this site in the first place.

A lot has happened, its already year 2013 and March is soon over.

I've gotten a new job for myself, all this talk about "My Future" really stresses me out and I sometimes wonder why do I have to act and be what society wants to see. This "you must get a job" or the whole "job" is really overrated concept nowadays.

Its all about money. If a person can't do work, society sees that person as a useless and needless object that is no longer human. At least that's what it feels like to me. I wouldn't mind being an "object" though; if it means that I can live more freely.

Anyway, to the nicer things --->

Like I said, a lot has happened.. I've found my inner Collector. I realized how awesome thing money is(ironically) and I can't get enough of buying comics, mainly works by Yoshihiro Takahashi. My shelf is full of his works, figures, stickers.. Many and many works of his. My favorite one being "Shiroi Senshi Yamato" which has really grown on me. I even dare to say that I enjoy it even more than Ginga Nagareboshi Gin series, which really must say something about me.

I guess I've grown as an artist as well? Though I've become really paranoid about things and people around me. I can barely remember the amount of secret identities I've had. I delete my works all the time which makes people angry and my friends too, but I can't really do anything about it. No can do.

I can't wait for summer. Ever since school ended(now when was that again..........) I've felt less insecure about myself. Though social situations still keep giving me trouble and reasons to worry.

I moved to a new place, I don't know any teens here, only adults. Which is not a problem at all. I'm not being sarcastic. I couldn't care less. Speaking of adults I'm turning 18 this coming July.. g-gosh.....

Time flies fast. It sure does.

I'm trying to keep this blog updated from now on(you liar) See you soon, I guess?

Back Home.

Midsummer Grass

Leo

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Aa-ah finally back home. I had quite fun time over there; but its good to be back! 

 ^^^^ I found some old sketches; and...

I got this ▼(.◉ᴥ◉.)▼~

Baby Oranges ♥

Just look at that thing. Isn't it adorable?
I can't even eat them.. They look so cute ;O;
(not like its a big deal anyway. I've always hated oranges.. People forced me to eat them when I was in day care center. Left me bad memories.)

I'm currently staying at my uncle's (can't stay over at my dad's house; because, well.. Our relationship and my relationship with his gf isn't very warm.)

And he's raising this little orange .. uh... tree, is it now? idk how oranges grow

And more evening doodles!

Eating jaffa cakes and watching Rasvis play Pokemon Yellow.
What a nice way to spend an evening ♥

Traveling to Jyväskylä

Doodled some new characters. Bird guy Samuel Mason.
((I've been under alot of stress lately; my art block has been pretty bad and I've become
quite unsocial with my url friends; I must apologize for that. I've been so tired its hard to stay focused on anything nowadays.))

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(I gave up on keeping this blog in Finnish; it just doesn't feel natural for me. So English it is for now.)
Anyway . . .

I traveled back to Jyväskylä in hope for getting the new special comic release of Ginga Densetsu Riki , which can be found from local bookstores in July. I can't wait to get it. *---* --->

I'm gonna keep posting doodles from time to time(at least I'm trying.. "OTL...)

That's all for now. Updating more later.